There's actually a name for the phenomena I described in my last post.
It's called the Hedonic Treadmill Theory.
I think one thing I can do better is to be grateful for what I have.
Today I am grateful for three things:
1) My hubby - who is my rock and my girls who I am just so proud of
2) My friends - who I can share my ups and downs with and not be judged
3) My triceps - that I can get through 48 push ups on my toes teaching Step..waahhhooooooo